well well wel what have we here? a journal soley about my thoughts lol, its been a while sinc ei've done one of these, long gone are the days that i write for the sake of memories and even farther gone are the days i write for the sake of it...i mainly stopped cause i found a contentful peace, i mean, im sure if you kep up to dat esince day 1 i was here you'll notice that the old me that ranted about alto of stuff is just... not me anymore, those rants replaced by stories...

speaking of stories, sorry for th elck of updating chapters, but no one relaly seems ot be intrested, which is ok, i've no complaints about that, i mean all it would take is liek 5 comments with a simple "next chapter please" is all it'd take for me to change chapts, anyway, as for the lack of devs, well.... im in a dire need of local friends, well, artsy ones anyway, i'm gonna recast sum characters though such as testament, as it is in life, certain turn of events (not by my hands or anythign having to do with me) cause certain thigns to happen, sum can e forgiven, others cant, personally i liek to stand back and just relax, sip my cup of water and say, "i toldya so", not saying thats the exact case with testament though, but anyway, yeah i need to recast him, so if you ever see another person with testaments name, then youwill know that that person is more likely then not, the new testament, built a new compy

Specs:

Intel Core 2 Quad 2.4ghz - Kentsfield
Nvidia GeForce 8600gts Diamond
4 gig Corsair XMS2 Ram
80 gig Primary Hdd
200 gig Secondary Hdd
22" lcd Samsung monitor via DVI connection
light scribe dvd-RAM drive
600w PSU

its not a super computer, but it will get what i need to do, done, so hopefully sumtime this year youwill see a bunch of new animations from me, an dhopefully manips too, if i can get anyone to come with me to tak epics sigh... other wise is gonan be a solo character, that'd be boring...

ok so heres my personal thoguths.... actually.... that section you just read... ignore it, is not part of my htoguhts... that was pure boredom ranting. job is goign good, boring but good... got a raise... 1.79 cents, yay for edge, i make 16.54 an hour now, yes, 54... why not 55? whats 1 more cent? lord knows...

ok NOW my personal thoguhts....
so i stoped writting, mainly cause im content with life, i dont have alot fo demands, nor dreams i need to chase, life as it is, is just.. fine, epic has his goals, which he really needs to get off his butt to grasp, but a tth esame time i cant help but to wonder hes takign it fromthe wrogn approach, havign dealt with that sort of limelight, aka my friend from hs, she had an agent, and she was the one that got her the plays and shit... i think epic needs an agent if he really wants to make center stage, lords knwo thats what i'd do, but let me quote, "im not you" sure no prob, toss out the instruction manual, no sweat off my back either way... so you dont see me really writing or laying my thoguths out, why? theres not much to lay out... i do admit though, its kinda nice to ge things out there thoguh... what eve rit is that i am getting out that is... in allhonesty, whati wouldnt give for a on level friend, some one in my situation, sumone at my level, sumoeni can actually relate to, liek the old days.... yeah the old days.... things change... life goes on, come undone, cant hold on, turn the page... time roles on... all i can say is, never stop fighting... just wishi knew what i was fighitng for.


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