MANY thanks to those who actually wished me a happy bday lol and they made sum artworks for it too, for this i am humbled



kitty has been the best supporter ive had since literally as far back as i can rememeber, my presence here on DA wasnt always very active, but... hell i dont rememeber when she poped into my DA for a look aroudn because it seems liek she was alays there, anyway, shes alway sbeen there and shes the best supported ive had to date, im definetly glad to have known here, despite my cocky and rude personality, she is able to put up with my attiude towards certain stuff, so KITTY!!! THANK YOU!!!



I rememeber this lady, the mothe rof epic showing me a pic form way past when, wel li can defiently say you look a lot younger and bette rnow, in fac tyou look like 2 totlay diff people, im totlay gla di got to know you the first weekend i was there, youtook me to the missisiipii river, how ever its spelled, and you rent sum movies for me an depic to watch, i had a blast, you also introduced me to yoru parents who gave me an actual breakfast, sumtin ive never had before, and that weekened was overall just a blast, even though i didnt fit into much down there, also being the only asian around, i really did not see any others, i still had the tiem of mylife, cause it was the first time i went on my own to visit anyone bymyself, an dim glad it was epic whom i visted, so THANK YOU as well, i haven thad my vacation yet sigh... i need one lol


first he was a jedi, and now hes evovled to a hero (still a republican which is a bad guy more or less lol) though with powers close enough to a sith, willy here has come alogn way i think, from simple light sabers to now comics and other special effects, hahaa his cupcake gift i thoguht was hilarious, you guys should relaly check it out, i mean me, and cupcakes hahahahah, (give me the full cake!!! yeah im tired lol)


thank you also to for the wishes



(oldstuff)this is sumtin i havent done for a LONG ass time, just a journal on whats on my mind, and right now its about the rich, the goerment and politics. recently 9/11 passed an din all honesty i had no fucgin clue it was even that day, in that year and on that day, in all honesty, i was not afraid, and i did not feel any sort of remorse at all, you know why? cause this is life, deal with it, this war is not the war of us common folk, we dotn want it anmore then we can avoid it, wellim speaign for myself, but since it exist and since theres nothign we can do about it then we just gotta deal with it, we arent the ones waging the war, its the peopel that tells us how our country should be run thats waging it, the rich, the goverment, politics, in the end its "us" the "innocent" peopel who die, but wtf, people are people, were no more differen then the ones over there, they have their lives we have ours, as long as we dont tell each other what to do then we can definetly live in peace, but no, goverments find it a necesity to force theri views on others and not leave thigns as they are. who or what is the usa to tell another country theyare wrong or that their way of life is not up to standanrd? doesnt anyone see? take a step back and look at the whole picture there sno contrast, no colors, no tones ore levels, its just a giant sheet of grey, a uniform hue that has no distingushing marks, and you want to knwo why? cause were all the same, all religon, all walks of life, all races, genders, sexes, etc. some of you might say, oh they are terrorizing us and we need to fight their terrorism, still take a step back, whos in whos coutnry? isnt the usa invaders as much as they are terrorist? i can go on sayign the right for all the wrogn reasons and the wrong for all he right reasons but the fact would never change that this entire situation is absurd and redundant... the only reason it exist is cause 1 idiot that sumhow became the leader of this land continues to put himself in the history books, continues to follow what hes told to say or do, continues to go hea don stupidly into sumtin to show how great this land is...

religion, goverment, singular or branched out heads of authority... both uneeded and yet needed... destruction and harmony are hand in hand... i dont liek religion at all but even i cant deny its required existance that distills hope in people with weak minds, belving for the sake of faith, there are those of us who dont need that, we live each day with our own ambitions and desire, thats our faith, we see what we want, and we aspire to grab what we want with our own hands, ofcourse sum with mor enobles ways then others, anyway what im saying is theres always 2 sides, no one is more right then anyone else, thinkabout it for a second, the fact that everyoen has a righ tto their own opinons makes everyone righ tin their own way, but if 2 peopel are right in their own opinon then there must be a wrong if there is a right, so who is wrong? wince they are both assuming the proclamation of right....

ok once more...

if two peopel claim to be right, and within this situation there can only be 1 right, then who is the one thats actualy wrong? in our society which tells us that everyone has the righ tot belvie what they wish we are all "right" how ever wrogn we are, if thats the case then since everyone is right, then at the same time everyone is wrong. why? cause no one is more right in their opinon then another is wrogn about theirs.

who am i to say that what you belive is wrong? and who ar eyou to tell me the same, since both of us share a different belife of the same subject and we both cliam to be right, then we are also both equaly as wrong...


ok that was just me repeating myself... next thing, britney... leave her be.... the poor girls been through enough, just leave her be.... i knwo she seems childish and sassy and spioled and what not, but at the ame time just imagine it fromher eyes... what does it matter to use how she lives her life... its her life...

whats it matter to use if another nation has different ideologies... whats it to use if their god is nothte same as our god... whats it to "us" if "we" dont belvie in god and they do... its our life... use yoru own strength and yoru own hand to reach what you want, grab it and never let it GO!

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